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Chapter 1, My Early Life
The progressive development of
man is vitally dependent on invention. It is the most
important product of his creative brain. Its ultimate
purpose is the complete mastery of mind over the material
world, the harnessing of the forces of nature to human
needs. This is the difficult task of the inventor who is
often misunderstood and unrewarded. But he finds ample
compensation in the pleasing exercises of his powers and
in the knowledge of being one of that exceptionally
privileged class without whom the race would have long ago
perished in the bitter struggle against pitiless elements.
Speaking for myself, I have already had more than my full
measure of this exquisite enjoyment; so much, that for
many years my life was little short of continuous rapture.
I am credited with being one of the hardest workers and
perhaps I am, if thought is the equivalent of labor, for I
have devoted to it almost all of my waking hours. But if
work is interpreted to be a definite performance in a
specified time according to a rigid rule, then I may be
the worst of idlers.
Every effort under
compulsion demands a sacrifice of life-energy. I never
paid such a price. On the contrary, I have thrived on my
thoughts. In attempting to give a connected and faithful
account of my activities in this story of my life, I must
dwell, however reluctantly, on the impressions of my youth
and the circumstances and events which have been
instrumental in determining my career. Our first endeavors
are purely instinctive promptings of an imagination vivid
and undisciplined. As we grow older reason asserts itself
and we become more and more systematic and designing. But
those early impulses, though not immediately productive,
are of the greatest moment and may shape our very
destinies.
Indeed, I feel now that had
I understood and cultivated instead of suppressing them, I
would have added substantial value to my bequest to the
world. But not until I had attained manhood did I realize
that I was an inventor. This was due to a number of
causes. In the first place I had a brother who was gifted
to an extraordinary degree; one of those rare phenomena of
mentality which biological investigation has failed to
explain. His premature death left my earth parents
disconsolate. (I will explain my remark about my "earth
parents" later.) We owned a horse which had been presented
to us by a dear friend. It was a magnificent animal of
Arabian breed, possessed of almost human intelligence, and
was cared for and petted by the whole family, having on
one occasion saved my dear father’s life under remarkable
circumstances.
My father had been called
one winter night to perform an urgent duty and while
crossing the mountains, infested by wolves, the horse
became frightened and ran away, throwing him violently to
the ground. It arrived home bleeding and exhausted, but
after the alarm was sounded, immediately dashed off again,
returning to the spot, and before the searching party were
far on the way they were met by my father, who had
recovered consciousness and remounted, not realizing that
he had been lying in the snow for several hours. This
horse was responsible for my brother’s injuries from which
he died. I witnessed the tragic scene and although so many
years have elapsed since, my visual impression of it has
lost none of its force. The recollection of his
attainments made every effort of mine seem dull in
comparison. Anything I did that was creditable merely
caused my parents to feel their loss more keenly. So I
grew up with little confidence in myself.
But I was far from being
considered a stupid boy, if I am to judge from an incident
of which I have still a strong remembrance. One day the
Aldermen were passing through a street where I was playing
with other boys. The oldest of these venerable gentlemen,
a wealthy citizen, paused to give a silver piece to each
of us. Coming to me, he suddenly stopped and commanded,
"Look in my eyes." I met his gaze, my hand outstretched to
receive the much valued coin, when to my dismay, he said,
"No, not much; you can get nothing from me. You are too
smart."
They used to tell a funny
story about me. I had two old aunts with wrinkled faces,
one of them having two teeth protruding like the tusks of
an elephant, which she buried in my cheek every time she
kissed me. Nothing would scare me more then the prospects
of being by these affectionate, unattractive relatives. It
happened that while being carried in my mother’s arms,
they asked who was the prettier of the two. After
examining their faces intently, I answered thoughtfully,
pointing to one of them, "This here is not as ugly as the
other." Then again, I was intended from my very birth, for
the clerical profession and this thought constantly
oppressed me. I longed to be an engineer, but my father
was inflexible. He was the son of an officer who served in
the army of the Great Napoleon and in common with his
brother, professor of mathematics in a prominent
institution, had received a military education; but,
singularly enough, later embraced the clergy in which
vocation he achieved eminence. He was a very erudite man,
a veritable natural philosopher, poet and writer and his
sermons were said to be as eloquent as those of Abraham
a-Sancta-Clara. He had a prodigious memory and frequently
recited at length from works in several languages. He
often remarked playfully that if some of the classics were
lost he could restore them. His style of writing was much
admired. He penned sentences short and terse and full of
wit and satire. The humorous remarks he made were always
peculiar and characteristic. Just to illustrate, I may
mention one or two instances.
Among the help, there was a
cross-eyed man called Mane, employed to do work around the
farm. He was chopping wood one day. As he swung the axe,
my father, who stood nearby and felt very uncomfortable,
cautioned him, "For God’s sake, Mane, do not strike at
what you are looking but at what you intend to hit."
On another occasion he was
taking out for a drive, a friend who carelessly permitted
his costly fur coat to rub on the carriage wheel. My
father reminded him of it saying, "Pull in your coat; you
are ruining my tire."
He had the odd habit of
talking to himself and would often carry on an animated
conversation and indulge in heated argument, changing the
tone of his voice. A casual listener might have sworn that
several people were in the room.
Although I must trace to my
mother’s influence whatever inventiveness I possess, the
training he gave me must have been helpful. It comprised
all sorts of exercises - as, guessing one another’s
thoughts, discovering the defects of some form of
expression, repeating long sentences or performing mental
calculations.
These daily lessons were
intended to strengthen memory and reason, and especially
to develop the critical sense, and were undoubtedly very
beneficial.
My mother descended from
one of the oldest families in the country and a line of
inventors. Both her father and grandfather originated
numerous implements for household, agricultural and other
uses. She was a truly great woman, of rare skill, courage
and fortitude, who had braved the storms of life and
passed through many a trying experience. When she was
sixteen, a virulent pestilence swept the country. Her
father was called away to administer the last sacraments
to the dying and during his absence she went alone to the
assistance of a neighboring family who were stricken by
the dread disease. She bathed, clothed and laid out the
bodies, decorating them with flowers according to the
custom of the country and when her father returned he
found everything ready for a Christian burial. My mother
was an inventor of the first order and would, I believe,
have achieved great things had she not been so remote from
modern life and its multifold opportunities. She invented
and constructed all kinds of tools and devices and wove
the finest designs from thread which was spun by her. She
even planted seeds, raised the plants and separated the
fibers herself. She worked indefatigably, from break of
day till late at night, and most of the wearing apparel
and furnishings of the home were the product of her hands.
When she was past sixty, her fingers were still nimble
enough to tie three knots in an eyelash.
There was another and still
more important reason for my late awakening. In my boyhood
I suffered from a peculiar affliction due to the
appearance of images, often accompanied by strong flashes
of light, which marred the sight of real objects and
interfered with my thoughts and action. They were pictures
of things and scenes which I had really seen, never of
those imagined. When a word was spoken to me the image of
the object it designated would present itself vividly to
my vision and sometimes I was quite unable to distinguish
weather what I saw was tangible or not. This caused me
great discomfort and anxiety. None of the students of
psychology or physiology whom I have consulted, could ever
explain satisfactorily these phenomenon. They seem to have
been unique although I was probably predisposed as I know
that my brother experienced a similar trouble.
The theory I have
formulated is that the images were the result of a reflex
action from the brain on the retina under great
excitation. They certainly were not hallucinations such as
are produced in diseased and anguished minds, for in other
respects I was normal and composed. To give an idea of my
distress, suppose that I had witnessed a funeral or some
such nerve-wracking spectacle.
The, inevitably, in the
stillness of night, a vivid picture of the scene would
thrust itself before my eyes and persist despite all my
efforts to banish it. If my explanation is correct, it
should be possible to project on a screen the image of any
object one conceives and make it visible. Such an advance
would revolutionize all human relations. I am convinced
that this wonder can and will be accomplished in time to
come. I may add that I have devoted much thought to the
solution of the problem.
I have managed to reflect
such a picture, which I have seen in my mind, to the mind
of another person, in another room. To free myself of
these tormenting appearances, I tried to concentrate my
mind on something else I had seen, and in this way I would
often obtain temporary relief; but in order to get it I
had to conjure continuously new images. It was not long
before I found that I had exhausted all of those at my
command; my ‘reel’ had run out as it were, because I had
seen little of the world—only objects in my home and the
immediate surroundings. As I performed these mental
operations for the second or third time, in order to chase
the appearances from my vision, the remedy gradually lost
all its force. Then I instinctively commenced to make
excursions beyond the limits of the small world of which I
had knowledge, and I saw new scenes. These were at first
very blurred and indistinct, and would flit away when I
tried to concentrate my attention upon them. They gained
in strength and distinctness and finally assumed the
concreteness of real things. I soon discovered that my
best comfort was attained if I simply went on in my vision
further and further, getting new impressions all the time,
and so I began to travel; of course, in my mind. Every
night, (and sometimes during the day), when alone, I would
start on my journeys—see new places, cities and countries;
live there, meet people and make friendships and
acquaintances and, however unbelievable, it is a fact that
they were just as dear to me as those in actual life, and
not a bit less intense in their manifestations.
This I did constantly until
I was about seventeen, when my thoughts turned seriously
to invention. Then I observed to my delight that I could
visualize with the greatest facility. I needed no models,
drawings or experiments. I could picture them all as real
in my mind. Thus I have been led unconsciously to evolve
what I consider a new method of materializing inventive
concepts and ideas, which is radically opposite to the
purely experimental and is in my opinion ever so much more
expeditious and efficient.
The moment one constructs a
device to carry into practice a crude idea, he finds
himself unavoidably engrossed with the details of the
apparatus. As he goes on improving and reconstructing, his
force of concentration diminishes and he loses sight of
the great underlying principle. Results may be obtained,
but always at the sacrifice of quality. My method is
different. I do not rush into actual work. When I get an
idea, I start at once building it up in my imagination. I
change the construction, make improvements and operate the
device in my mind. It is absolutely immaterial to me
whether I run my turbine in thought or test it in my shop.
I even note if it is out of balance. There is no
difference whatever; the results are the same. In this way
I am able to rapidly develop and perfect a conception
without touching anything. When I have gone so far as to
embody in the invention every possible improvement I can
think of and see no fault anywhere, I put into concrete
form this final product of my brain. Invariably my device
works as I conceived that it should, and the experiment
comes out exactly as I planned it. In twenty years there
has not been a single exception. Why should it be
otherwise? Engineering, electrical and mechanical, is
positive in results. There is scarcely a subject that
cannot be examined beforehand, from the available
theoretical and practical data. The carrying out into
practice of a crude idea as is being generally done, is, I
hold, nothing but a waste of energy, money, and time.
My early affliction had
however, another compensation. The incessant mental
exertion developed my powers of observation and enabled me
to discover a truth of great importance. I had noted that
the appearance of images was always preceded by actual
vision of scenes under peculiar and generally very
exceptional conditions, and I was impelled on each
occasion to locate the original impulse. After a while
this effort grew to be almost automatic and I gained great
facility in connecting cause and effect. Soon I became
aware, to my surprise, that every thought I conceived was
suggested by an external impression. Not only this but all
my actions were prompted in a similar way. In the course
of time it became perfectly evident to me that I was
merely an automation endowed with power OF MOVEMENT
RESPONDING TO THE STIMULI OF THE SENSE ORGANS AND THINKING
AND ACTING ACCORDINGLY. The practical result of this was
the art of teleautomatics which has been so far carried
out only in an imperfect manner. Its latent possibilities
will, however be eventually shown. I have been years
planning self-controlled automata and believe that
mechanisms can be produced which will act as if possessed
of reason, to a limited degree, and will create a
revolution in many commercial and industrial departments.
I was about twelve years of age when I first succeeded in
banishing an image from my vision by willful effort, but I
never had any control over the flashes of light to which I
have referred. They were, perhaps, my strangest and [most]
inexplicable experience. They usually occurred when I
found myself in a dangerous or distressing situations or
when I was greatly exhilarated. In some instances I have
seen all the air around me filled with tongues of living
flame. Their intensity, instead of diminishing, increased
with time and seemingly attained a maximum when I was
about twenty-five years old.
While in Paris in 1883, a
prominent French manufacturer sent me an invitation to a
shooting expedition which I accepted. I had been long
confined to the factory and the fresh air had a
wonderfully invigorating effect on me. On my return to the
city that night, I felt a positive sensation that my brain
had caught fire.
I was a light as though a
small sun was located in it and I passed the whole night
applying cold compressions to my tortured head. Finally
the flashes diminished in frequency and force but it took
more than three weeks before they wholly subsided. When a
second invitation was extended to me, my answer was an
emphatic NO!
These luminous phenomena
still manifest themselves from time to time, as when a new
idea opening up possibilities strikes me, but they are no
longer exciting, being of relatively small intensity. When
I close my eyes I invariably observe first, a background
of very dark and uniform blue, not unlike the sky on a
clear but starless night. In a few seconds this field
becomes animated with innumerable scintillating flakes of
green, arranged in several layers and advancing towards
me. Then there appears, to the right, a beautiful pattern
of two systems of parallel and closely spaced lines, at
right angles to one another, in all sorts of colors with
yellow, green, and gold predominating. Immediately
thereafter, the lines grow brighter and the whole is
thickly sprinkled with dots of twinkling light. This
picture moves slowly across the field of vision and in
about ten seconds vanishes on the left, leaving behind a
ground of rather unpleasant and inert gray until the
second phase is reached.
Every time, before falling
asleep, images of persons or objects flit before my view.
When I see them I know I am about to lose consciousness.
If they are absent and refuse to come, it means a
sleepless night. To what an extent imagination played in
my early life, I may illustrate by another odd experience.
Like most children, I was fond of jumping and developed an
intense desire to support myself in the air. Occasionally
a strong wind richly charged with oxygen blew from the
mountains, rendering my body light as cork and then I
would leap and float in space for a long time. It was a
delightful sensation and my disappointment was keen when
later I undeceived myself. During that period I contracted
many strange likes, dislikes and habits, some of which I
can trace to external impressions while others are
unaccountable. I had a violent aversion against the
earrings of women, but other ornaments, as bracelets,
pleased me more or less according to design. The sight of
a pearl would almost give me a fit, but I was fascinated
with the glitter of crystals or objects with sharp edges
and plane surfaces. I would not touch the hair of other
people except, perhaps at the point of a revolver. I would
get a fever by looking at a peach and if a piece of
camphor was anywhere in the house it caused me the keenest
discomfort.
Even now I am not
insensible to some of these upsetting impulses. When I
drop little squares of paper in a dish filled with liquid,
I always sense a peculiar and awful taste in my mouth. I
counted the steps in my walks and calculated the cubical
contents of soup plates, coffee cups and pieces of food,
otherwise my meal was unenjoyable. All repeated acts or
operations I performed had to be divisible by three and if
I missed I felt impelled to do it all over again, even if
it took hours. Up to the age of eight years, my character
was weak and vacillating. I had neither courage or
strength to form a firm resolve. My feelings came in waves
and surges and variated unceasingly between extremes. My
wishes were of consuming force and like the heads of the
hydra, they multiplied.
I was oppressed by thoughts
of pain in life and death and religious fear. I was swayed
by superstitious belief and lived in constant dread of the
spirit of evil, of ghosts and ogres and other unholy
monsters of the dark. Then all at once, there came a
tremendous change which altered the course of my whole
existence.
Of all things I liked books
best. My father had a large library and whenever I could
manage I tried to satisfy my passion for reading. He did
not permit it and would fly in a rage when he caught me in
the act. He hid the candles when he found that I was
reading in secret. He did not want me to spoil my eyes.
But I obtained tallow, made the wicking and cast the
sticks into tin forms, and every night I would bush the
keyhole and the cracks and read, often till dawn, when all
others slept and my mother started on her arduous daily
task.
On one occasion I came
across a novel entitled ‘Aoafi,’ (the son of Aba), a
Serbian translation of a well known Hungarian writer,
Josika. This work somehow awakened my dormant powers of
will and I began to practice self-control. At first my
resolutions faded like snow in April, but in a little
while I conquered my weakness and felt a pleasure I never
knew before—that of doing as I willed.
In the course of time this
vigorous mental exercise became second to nature. At the
outset my wishes had to be subdued but gradually desire
and will grew to be identical. After years of such
discipline I gained so complete a mastery over myself that
I toyed with passions which have meant destruction to some
of the strongest men. At a certain age I contracted a
mania for gambling which greatly worried my parents. To
sit down to a game of cards was for me the quintessence of
pleasure. My father led an exemplary life and could not
excuse the senseless waste of my time and money in which I
indulged. I had a strong resolve, but my philosophy was
bad. I would say to him, ‘I can stop whenever I please,
but it worth while to give up that which I would purchase
with the joys of paradise?’
On frequent occasions he
gave vent to his anger and contempt, but my mother was
different. She understood the character of men and knew
that one’s salvation could only be brought about through
his own efforts. One afternoon, I remember, when I had
lost all my money and was craving for a game, she came to
me with a roll of bills and said, ‘Go and enjoy yourself.
The sooner you lose all we possess, the better it will be.
I know that you will get over it.’ She was right. I
conquered my passion then and there and only regretted
that it had not been a hundred times as strong. I not only
vanquished but tore it from my heart so as not to leave
even a trace of desire.
Ever since that time I have
been as indifferent to any form of gambling as to picking
teeth. During another period I smoked excessively,
threatening to ruin my health. Then my will asserted
itself and I not only stopped but destroyed all
inclination. Long ago I suffered from heart trouble until
I discovered that it was due to the innocent cup of coffee
I consumed every morning. I discontinued at once, though I
confess it was not an easy task. In this way I checked and
bridled other habits and passions, and have not only
preserved my life but derived an immense amount of
satisfaction from what most men would consider privation
and sacrifice.
After finishing the studies
at the Polytechnic Institute and University, I had a
complete nervous breakdown and while the malady lasted I
observed many phenomena, strange and unbelievable...
Chapter 2
I shall dwell briefly on
these extraordinary experiences, on account of their
possible interest to students of psychology and physiology
and also because this period of agony was of the greatest
consequence on my mental development and subsequent
labors. But it is indispensable to first relate the
circumstances and conditions which preceded them and in
which might be found their partial explanation. From
childhood I was compelled to concentrate attention upon
myself. This caused me much suffering, but to my present
view, it was a blessing in disguise for it has taught me
to appreciate the inestimable value of introspection in
the reservation of life, as well as a means of
achievement. The pressure of occupation and the incessant
stream of impressions pouring into our consciousness
through all the gateways of knowledge make modern
existence hazardous in many ways. Most persons are so
absorbed in the contemplation of the outside world that
they are wholly oblivious to what is passing on within
themselves. The premature death of millions is primarily
traceable to this cause. Even among those who exercise
care, it is a common mistake to avoid imaginary, and
ignore the real dangers. And what is true of an individual
also applies, more or less, to a people as a whole.
Abstinence was not always
to my liking, but I find ample reward in the agreeable
experiences I am now making. Just in the hope of
converting some to my precepts and convictions I will
recall one or two.
A short time ago I was
returning to my hotel. It was a bitter cold night, the
ground slippery, and no taxi to be had. Half a block
behind me followed another man, evidently as anxious as
myself to get under cover. Suddenly my legs went up in the
air. At the same instant there was a flash in my brain.
The nerves responded, the muscles contracted. I swung 180
degrees and landed on my hands. I resumed my walk as
though nothing had happened when the stranger caught up
with me. "How old are you?" he asked, surveying me
critically.
"Oh, about fifty-nine," I
replied, "What of it?"
"Well," said he, "I have
seen a cat do this but never a man." About a month ago I
wanted to order new eye glasses and went to an oculist who
put me through the usual tests. He looked at me
incredulously as I read off with ease the smallest print
at considerable distance. But when I told him I was past
sixty he gasped in astonishment. Friends of mine often
remark that my suits fit me like gloves but they do not
know that all my clothing is made to measurements which
were taken nearly fifteen years ago and never changed.
During this same period my weight has not varied one
pound. In this connection I may tell a funny story.
One evening, in the winter
of 1885, Mr. Edison, Edward H. Johnson, the President of
the Edison Illuminating Company, Mr. Batchellor, Manager
of the works, and myself, entered a little place opposite
65 Firth Avenue, where the offices of the company were
located. Someone suggested guessing weights and I was
induced to step on a scale. Edison felt me all over and
said: "Tesla weighs 152 lbs. to an ounce," and he guessed
it exactly. Stripped I weighed 142 pounds, and that is
still my weight. I whispered to Mr. Johnson; "How is it
possible that Edison could guess my weight so closely?"
"Well," he said, lowering
his voice. "I will tell you confidentially, but you must
not say anything. He was employed for a long time in a
Chicago slaughter-house where he weighed thousands of hogs
every day. That’s why."
My friend, the Hon.
Chauncey M. Dupew, tells of an Englishman on whom he
sprung one of his original anecdotes and who listened with
a puzzled expression, but a year later, laughed out loud.
I will frankly confess it took me longer than that to
appreciate Johnson’s joke. Now, my well-being is simply
the result of a careful and measured mode of living and
perhaps the most astonishing thing is that three times in
my youth I was rendered by illness a hopeless physical
wreck and given up by physicians. MORE than this, through
ignorance and lightheartedness, I got into all sorts of
difficulties, dangers and scrapes from which I extricated
myself as by enchantment. I was almost drowned, entombed,
lost and frozen. I had hair-breadth escapes from mad dogs,
hogs, and other wild animals. I passed through dreadful
diseases and met with all kinds of odd mishaps and that I
am whole and hearty today seems like a miracle. But as I
recall these incidents to my mind I feel convinced that my
preservation was not altogether accidental, but was indeed
the work of divine power. An inventor’s endeavor is
essentially life saving. Whether he harnesses forces,
improves devices, or provides new comforts and
conveniences, he is adding to the safety of our existence.
He is also better qualified than the average individual to
protect himself in peril, for he is observant and
resourceful. If I had no other evidence that I was, in a
measure, possessed of such qualities, I would find it in
these personal experiences. The reader will be able to
judge for himself if I mention one or two instances.
On one occasion, when about
fourteen years old, I wanted to scare some friends who
were bathing with me. My plan was to dive under a long
floating structure and slip out quietly at the other end.
Swimming and diving came to me as naturally as to a duck
and I was confident that I could perform the feat.
Accordingly I plunged into
the water and, when out of view, turned around and
proceeded rapidly towards the opposite side. Thinking that
I was safely beyond the structure, I rose to the surface
but to my dismay struck a beam. Of course, I quickly dived
and forged ahead with rapid strokes until my breath was
beginning to give out. Rising for the second time, my head
came again in contact with a beam. Now I was becoming
desperate. However, summoning all my energy, I made a
third frantic attempt but the result was the same. The
torture of suppressed breathing was getting unendurable,
my brain was reeling and I felt myself sinking. At that
moment, when my situation seemed absolutely hopeless, I
experienced one of those flashes of light and the
structure above me appeared before my vision. I either
discerned or guessed that there was a little space between
the surface of the water and the boards resting on the
beams and, with consciousness nearly gone, I floated up,
pressed my mouth close to the planks and managed to inhale
a little air, unfortunately mingled with a spray of water
which nearly choked me. Several times I repeated this
procedure as in a dream until my heart, which was racing
at a terrible rate, quieted down, and I gained composure.
After that I made a number of unsuccessful dives, having
completely lost the sense of direction, but finally
succeeded in getting out of the trap when my friends had
already given me up and were fishing for my body. That
bathing season was spoiled for me through recklessness but
I soon forgot the lesson and only two years later I fell
into a worse predicament.
There was a large flour
mill with a dam across the river near the city where I was
studying at the time. As a rule the height of the water
was only two or three inches above the dam and to swim to
it was a sport not very dangerous in which I often
indulged. One day I went alone to the river to enjoy
myself as usual. When I was a short distance from the
masonry, however, I was horrified to observe that the
water had risen and was carrying me along swiftly. I tried
to get away but it was too late. Luckily, though, I saved
myself from being swept over by taking hold of the wall
with both hands. The pressure against my chest was great
and I was barely able to keep my head above the surface.
Not a soul was in sight and my voice was lost in the roar
of the fall. Slowly and gradually I became exhausted and
unable to withstand the strain longer. Just as I was about
to let go, to be dashed against the rocks below, I saw in
a flash of light a familiar diagram illustrating the
hydraulic principle that the pressure of a fluid in motion
is proportionate to the area exposed and automatically I
turned on my left side. As if by magic, the pressure was
reduced and I found it comparatively easy in that position
to resist the force of the stream. But the danger still
confronted me. I knew that sooner or later I would be
carried down, as it was not possible for any help to reach
me in time, even if I had attracted attention. I am
ambidextrous now, but then I was left-handed and had
comparatively little strength in my right arm. For this
reason I did not dare to turn on the other side to rest
and nothing remained but to slowly push my body along the
dam. I had to get away from the mill towards which my face
was turned, as the current there was much swifter and
deeper. It was a long and painful ordeal and I came near
to failing at its very end, for I was confronted with a
depression in the masonry. I managed to get over with the
last ounce of my strength and fell in a swoon when I
reached the bank, where I was found. I had torn virtually
all the skin from my left side and it took several weeks
before the fever had subsided and I was well. These are
only two of many instanced, but they may be sufficient to
show that had it not been for the inventor’s instinct, I
would not have lived to tell the tale.
Interested people have
often asked me how and when I began to invent. This I can
only answer from my present recollection in the light of
which, the first attempt I recall was rather ambitious for
it involved the invention of an apparatus and a method. In
the former I was anticipated, but the later was original.
It happened in this way. One of my playmates had come into
the possession of a hook and fishing tackle which created
quite an excitement in the village, and the next morning
all started out to catch frogs. I was left alone and
deserted owing to a quarrel with this boy. I had never
seen a real hook and pictured it as something wonderful,
endowed with peculiar qualities, and was despairing not to
be one of the party. Urged by necessity, I somehow got
hold of a piece of soft iron wire, hammered the end to a
sharp point between two stones, bent it into shape, and
fastened it to a strong string. I then cut a rod, gathered
some bait, and went down to the brook where there were
frogs in abundance. But I could not catch any and was
almost discouraged when it occurred to me dangle the empty
hook in front of a frog sitting on a stump. At first he
collapsed but by and by his eyes bulged out and became
bloodshot, he swelled to twice his normal size and made a
vicious snap at the hook. Immediately I pulled him up. I
tried the same thing again and again and the method proved
infallible.
When my comrades, who in
spite of their fine outfit had caught nothing, came to me,
they were green with envy. For a long time I kept my
secret and enjoyed the monopoly but finally yielded to the
spirit of Christmas. Every boy could then do the same and
the following summer brought disaster to the frogs.
In my next attempt, I seem
to have acted under the first instinctive impulse which
later dominated me, -- to harness the energies of nature
to the service of man. I did this through the medium of
May bugs, or June bugs as they are called in America,
which were a veritable pest in that country and sometimes
broke the branches of trees by the sheer weight of their
bodies. The bushes were black with them. I would attach as
many as four of them to a cross-piece, rotably arranged on
a thin spindle, and transmit the motion of the same to a
large disc and so derive considerable ‘power.’ These
creatures were remarkably efficient, for once they were
started, they had no sense to stop and continued whirling
for hours and hours and the hotter it was, the harder they
worked. All went well until a strange boy came to the
place. He was the son of a retired officer in the Austrian
army. That urchin ate May-bugs alive and enjoyed them as
though they were the finest blue-point oysters. That
disgusting sight terminated my endeavors in this promising
field and I have never since been able to touch a May-bug
or any other insect for that matter.
After that, I believe, I
undertook to take apart and assemble the clocks of my
grandfather. In the former operation I was always
successful, but often failed in the latter. So it came
that he brought my work to a sudden halt in a manner not
too delicate and it took thirty years before I tackled
another clockwork again.
Shortly thereafter, I went
into the manufacture of a kind of pop-gun which comprised
a hollow tube, a piston, and two plugs of hemp. When
firing the gun, the piston was pressed against the stomach
and the tube was pushed back quickly with both hands. the
air between the plugs was compressed and raised to a high
temperature and one of them was expelled with a loud
report. The art consisted in selecting a tube of the
proper taper from the hollow stalks which were found in
our garden. I did very well with that gun, but my
activities interfered with the window panes in our house
and met with painful discouragement.
If I remember rightly, I
then took to carving swords from pieces of furniture which
I could conveniently obtain. At that time I was under the
sway of the Serbian national poetry and full of admiration
for the feats of the heroes. I used to spend hours in
mowing down my enemies in the form of corn-stalks which
ruined the crops and netted me several spankings from my
mother. Moreover, these were not of the formal kind but
the genuine article.
I had all this and more
behind me before I was six years old and had passed
through one year of elementary school in the village of
Smiljan where my family lived. At this juncture we moved
to the little city of Gospic nearby.
This change of residence
was like a calamity to me. It almost broke my heart to
part from our pigeons, chickens and sheep, and our
magnificent flock of geese which used to rise to the
clouds in the morning and return from the feeding grounds
at sundown in battle formation, so perfect that it would
have put a squadron of the best aviators of the present
day to shame. In our new house I was but a prisoner,
watching the strange people I saw through my window
blinds. My bashfulness was such that I would rather have
faced a roaring lion than one of the city dudes who
strolled about. But my hardest trial came on Sunday when I
had to dress up and attend the service. There I met with
an accident, the mere thought of which made my blood
curdle like sour milk for years afterwards. It was my
second adventure in a church. Not long before, I was
entombed for a night in an old chapel on an inaccessible
mountain which was visited only once a year.
It was an awful experience,
but this one was worse.
There was a wealthy lady in
town, a good but pompous woman, who used to come to the
church gorgeously painted up and attired with an enormous
train and attendants. One Sunday I had just finished
ringing the bell in the belfry and rushed downstairs, when
this grand dame was sweeping out and I jumped on her
train. It tore off with a ripping noise which sounded like
a salvo of musketry fired by raw recruits. My father was
livid with rage. He gave me a gentle slap on the cheek,
the only corporal punishment he ever administered to me,
but I almost feel it now. The embarrassment and confusion
that followed are indescribably. I was practically
ostracized until something else happened which redeemed me
in the estimation of the community.
An enterprising young
merchant had organized a fire department. A new fire
engine was purchased, uniforms provided and the men
drilled for service and parade. The engine was beautifully
painted red and black. One afternoon, the official trial
was prepared for and the machine was transported to the
river.
The entire population
turned out to witness the great spectacle. When all the
speeches and ceremonies were concluded, the command was
given to pump, but not a drop of water came from the
nozzle. The professors and experts tried in vain to locate
the trouble. The fizzle was complete when I arrived at the
scene. My knowledge of the mechanism was nil and I knew
next to nothing of air pressure, but instinctively I felt
for the suction hose in the water and found that it had
collapsed. When I waded in the river and opened it up, the
water rushed forth and not a few Sunday clothes were
spoiled. Archimedes running naked through the streets of
Syracuse and shouting Eureka at the top of his voice did
not make a greater impression than myself. I was carried
on the shoulders and was hero of the day.
Upon settling in the city I
began a four years course in the so-called Normal School
preparatory to my studies at the College or
Real-Gymnasium. During this period my boyish efforts and
exploits as well as troubles, continued.
Among other things, I
attained the unique distinction of champion crow catcher
in the country. My method of procedure was extremely
simple. I would go into the forest, hide in the bushes,
and imitate the call of the birds. Usually I would get
several answers and in a short while a crow would flutter
down into the shrubbery near me. After that, all I needed
to do was to throw a piece of cardboard to detract its
attention, jump up and grab it before it could extricate
itself from the undergrowth. In this way I would capture
as many as I desired. But on one occasion something
occurred which made me respect them. I had caught a fine
pair of birds and was returning home with a friend. When
we left the forest, thousands of crows had gathered making
a frightful racket. In a few minutes they rose in pursuit
and soon enveloped us. The fun lasted until all of a
sudden I received a blow on the back of my head which
knocked me down. Then they attacked me viciously. I was
compelled to release the two birds and was glad to join my
friend who had taken refuge in a cave.
In the school room there
were a few mechanical models which interested me and
turned my attention to water turbines. I constructed many
of these and found great pleasure in operating them. How
extraordinary was my life an incident may illustrate. My
uncle had no use for this kind of pastime and more than
once rebuked me. I was fascinated by a description of
Niagara Falls I had perused, and pictured in my
imagination a big wheel run by the falls. I told my uncle
that I would go to America and carry out this scheme.
Thirty years later I was my ideas carried out at Niagara
and marveled at the unfathomable mystery of the mind.
I made all kinds of other
contrivances and contraptions but among those, the
arbalests I produced were the best. My arrows, when short,
disappeared from sight and at close range traversed a
plank of pine one inch thick. Through the continuous
tightening of the bows I developed a skin on my stomach
much like that of a crocodile and I am often wondering
whether it is due to this exercise that I am able even now
to digest cobble-stones! Nor can I pass in silence my
performances with the sling which would have enabled me to
give a stunning exhibit at the Hippodrome. And now I will
tell of one of my feats with this unique implement of war
which will strain to the utmost the credulity of the
reader.
I was practicing while
walking with my uncle along the river. The sun was
setting, the trout were playful and from time to time one
would shoot up into the air, its glistening body sharply
defined against a projecting rock beyond.
Of course any boy might
have hit a fish under these propitious conditions but I
undertook a much more difficult task and I foretold to my
uncle, to the minutest detail, what I intended doing. I
was to hurl a stone to meet the fish, press its body
against the rock, and cut it in two. It was no sooner said
than done. My uncle looked at me almost scared out of his
wits and exclaimed "Vade retra Satanae!" and it was a few
days before he spoke to me again. Other records, however
great, will be eclipsed but I feel that I could peacefully
rest on my laurels for a thousand years.
Chapter 3, How Tesla
Conceived The Rotary Magnetic Field
At the age of ten I entered
the Real gymnasium which was a new and fairly well
equipped institution. In the department of physics were
various models of classical scientific apparatus,
electrical and mechanical. The demonstrations and
experiments performed from time to time by the instructors
fascinated me and were undoubtedly a powerful incentive to
invention. I was also passionately fond of mathematical
studies and often won the professor’s praise for rapid
calculation. This was due to my acquired facility of
visualizing the figures and performing the operation, not
in the usual intuitive manner, but as in actual life. Up
to a certain degree of complexity it was absolutely the
same to me whether I wrote the symbols on the board or
conjured them before my mental vision. But freehand
drawing, to which many hours of the course were devoted,
was an annoyance I could not endure. This was rather
remarkable as most of the members of the family excelled
in it. Perhaps my aversion was simply due to the
predilection I found in undisturbed thought. Had it not
been for a few exceptionally stupid boys, who could not do
anything at all, my record would have been the worst.
It was a serious handicap
as under the then existing educational regime drawing
being obligatory, this deficiency threatened to spoil my
whole career and my father had considerable trouble in
rail-roading me from one class to another.
In the second year at that
institution I became obsessed with the idea of producing
continuous motion through steady air pressure. The pump
incident, of which I have been told, had set afire my
youthful imagination and impressed me with the boundless
possibilities of a vacuum. I grew frantic in my desire to
harness this inexhaustible energy but for a long time I
was groping in the dark.
Finally, however, my
endeavors crystallized in an invention which was to enable
me to achieve what no other mortal ever attempted. Imagine
a cylinder freely rotatable on two bearings and partly
surrounded by a rectangular trough which fits it
perfectly. The open side of the trough is enclosed by a
partition so that the cylindrical segment within the
enclosure divides the latter into two compartments
entirely separated from each other by air-tight sliding
joints. One of these compartments being sealed and once
for all exhausted, the other remaining open, a perpetual
rotation of the cylinder would result. At least, so I
thought.
A wooden model was
constructed and fitted with infinite care and when I
applied the pump on one side and actual observed that
there was a tendency to turning, I was delirious with joy.
Mechanical flight was the one thing I wanted to accomplish
although still under the discouraging recollection of a
bad fall I sustained by jumping with an umbrella from the
top of a building. Every day I used to transport myself
through the air to distant regions but could not
understand just how I managed to do it. Now I had
something concrete, a flying machine with nothing more
than a rotating shaft, flapping wings, and; - a vacuum of
unlimited power! From that time on I made my daily aerial
excursions in a vehicle of comfort and luxury as might
have befitted King Solomon. It took years before I
understood that the atmospheric pressure acted at right
angles to the surface of the cylinder and that the slight
rotary effort I observed was due to a leak! Though this
knowledge came gradually it gave me a painful shock.
I had hardly completed my
course at the Real Gymnasium when I was prostrated with a
dangerous illness or rather, a score of them, and my
condition became so desperate that I was given up by
physicians. During this period I was permitted to read
constantly, obtaining books from the Public Library which
had been neglected and entrusted to me for classification
of the works and preparation of catalogues.
One day I was handed a few
volumes of new literature unlike anything I had ever read
before and so captivating as to make me utterly forget me
hopeless state. They were the earlier works of Mark Twain
and to them might have been due the miraculous recovery
which followed. Twenty-five years later, when I met Mr.
Clements and we formed a friendship between us, I told him
of the experience and was amazed to see that great man of
laughter burst into tears...
My studies were continued
at the higher Real Gymnasium in Carlstadt, Croatia, where
one of my aunts resided. She was a distinguished lady, the
wife of a Colonel who was an old war-horse having
participated in many battles, I can never forget the three
years I passed at their home. No fortress in time of war
was under a more rigid discipline. I was fed like a canary
bird. All the meals were of the highest quality and
deliciously prepared, but short in quantity by a thousand
percent. The slices of ham cut by my aunt were like tissue
paper. When the Colonel would put something substantial on
my plate she would snatch it away and say excitedly to
him; "Be careful. Niko is very delicate."
I had a voracious appetite
and suffered like Tantalus.
But I lived in an
atmosphere of refinement and artistic taste quite unusual
for those times and conditions. The land was low and
marshy and malaria fever never left me while there despite
the enormous amounts of quinine I consumed. Occasionally
the river would rise and drive an army of rats into the
buildings, devouring everything, even to the bundles of
fierce paprika. These pests were to me a welcome
diversion. I thinned their ranks by all sorts of means,
which won me the unenviable distinction of rat-catcher in
the community. At last, however, my course was completed,
the misery ended, and I obtained the certificate of
maturity which brought me to the cross-roads.
During all those years my
parents never wavered in their resolve to make me embrace
the clergy, the mere thought of which filled me with
dread. I had become intensely interested in electricity
under the stimulating influence of my Professor of
Physics, who was an ingenious man and often demonstrated
the principles by apparatus of his own invention. Among
these I recall a device in the shape of a freely rotatable
bulb, with tinfoil coating, which was made to spin rapidly
when connected to a static machine. It is impossible for
me to convey an adequate idea of the intensity of feeling
I experienced in witnessing his exhibitions of these
mysterious phenomena. Every impression produced a thousand
echoes in my mind. I wanted to know more of this wonderful
force; I longed for experiment and investigation and
resigned myself to the inevitable with aching heart. Just
as I was making ready for the long journey home I received
word that my father wished me to go on a shooting
expedition. It was a strange request as he had been always
strenuously opposed to this kind of sport.
But a few days later I
learned that the cholera was raging in that district and,
taking advantage of an opportunity, I returned to Gospic
in disregard to my parent’s wishes. It is incredible how
absolutely ignorant people were as to the causes of this
scourge which visited the country in intervals of fifteen
to twenty years. They thought that the deadly agents were
transmitted through the air and filled it with pungent
odors and smoke. In the meantime they drank infested water
and died in heaps. I contracted the dreadful disease on
the very day of my arrival and although surviving the
crisis, I was confined to bed for nine months with
scarcely any ability to move. My energy was completely
exhausted and for the second time I found myself at
Death’s door.
In one of the sinking
spells which was thought to be the last, my father rushed
into the room. I still see his pallid face as he tried to
cheer me in tones belying his assurance. "Perhaps," I
said, "I may get well if you will let me study
engineering." "You will go to the best technical
institution in the world," he solemnly replied, and I knew
that he meant it. A heavy weight was lifted from my mind
but the relief would have come too late had it not been
for a marvelous cure brought through a bitter decoction of
a peculiar bean. I came to life like Lazarus to the utter
amazement of everybody.
My father insisted that I
spend a year in healthful physical outdoor exercise to
which I reluctantly consented. For most of this term I
roamed in the mountains, loaded with a hunter’s outfit and
a bundle of books, and this contact with nature made me
stronger in body as well as in mind. I thought and
planned, and conceived many ideas almost as a rule
delusive. The vision was clear enough but the knowledge of
principles was very limited.
In one of my invention I
proposed to convey letters and packages across the seas,
through a submarine tube, in spherical containers of
sufficient strength to resist the hydraulic pressure. The
pumping plant, intended to force the water through the
tube, was accurately figured and designed and all other
particulars carefully worked out. Only one trifling
detail, of no consequence, was lightly dismissed. I
assumed an arbitrary velocity of the water and, what is
more, took pleasure in making it high, thus arriving at a
stupendous performance supported by faultless
calculations. Subsequent reflections, however, on the
resistance of pipes to fluid flow induced me to make this
invention public property.
Another one of my projects
was to construct a ring around the equator which would, of
course, float freely and could be arrested in its spinning
motion by reactionary forces, thus enabling travel at a
rate of about one thousand miles an hour, impracticable by
rail. The reader will smile. The plan was difficult of
execution, I will admit, but not nearly so bad as that of
a well known New York professor, who wanted to pump the
air from the torrid to temperate zones, entirely forgetful
of the fact that the Lord had provided a gigantic machine
for this purpose.
Still another scheme, far
more important and attractive, was to derive power from
the rotational energy of terrestrial bodies. I had
discovered that objects on the earth’s surface owing to
the diurnal rotation of the globe, are carried by the same
alternately in and against the direction of translatory
movement.
From this results a great
change in momentum which could be utilized in the simplest
imaginable manner to furnish motive effort in any
habitable region of the world. I cannot find words to
describe my disappointment when later I realized that I
was in the predicament of Archimedes, who vainly sought
for a fixed point in the universe.
At the termination of my
vacation I was sent to the Poly-Technic School in Gratz,
Styria (Austria), which my father had chosen as one of the
oldest and best reputed institutions. That was the moment
I had eagerly awaited and I began my studies under good
auspices and firmly resolved to succeed. My previous
training was above average, due to my father’s teaching
and opportunities afforded. I had acquired the knowledge
of a number of languages and waded through the books of
several libraries, picking up information more or less
useful. Then again, for the first time, I could choose my
subjects as I liked, and free-hand drawing was to bother
me no more.
I had made up my mind to
give my parents a surprise, and during the whole first
year I regularly started my work at three o’clock in the
morning and continued until eleven at night, no Sundays or
holidays excepted. As most of my fellow-students took
things easily, naturally I eclipsed all records. In the
course of the year I passed through nine exams and the
professors thought I deserved more than the highest
qualifications. Armed with their flattering certificates,
I went home for a short rest, expecting triumph, and was
mortified when my father made light of these hard-won
honors.
That almost killed my
ambition; but later, after he had died, I was pained to
find a package of letters which the professors had written
to him to the effect that unless he took me away from the
Institution I would be killed through overwork. Thereafter
I devoted myself chiefly to physics, mechanics and
mathematical studies, spending the hours of leisure in the
libraries.
I had a veritable mania for
finishing whatever I began, which often got me into
difficulties. On one occasion I started to read the works
of Voltaire, when I learned, to my dismay that there were
close to one hundred large volumes in small print which
that monster had written while drinking seventy-two cups
of black coffee per diem. It had to be done, but when I
laid aside that last book I was very glad, and said,
"Never more!"
My first year’s showing had
won me the appreciation and friendship of several
professors. Among these, Professor Rogner, who was
teaching arithmetical subjects and geometry; Professor
Poeschl, who held the chair of theoretical and
experimental physics, and Dr. Alle, who taught integral
calculus and specialized in differential equations. This
scientist was the most brilliant lecturer to whom I ever
listened. He took a special interest in my progress and
would frequently remain for an hour or two in the lecture
room, giving me problems to solve, in which I delighted.
To him I explained a flying machine I had conceived, not
an illusory invention, but one based on sound, scientific
principles, which has become realizable through my turbine
and will soon be given to the world. Both Professors
Rogner and Poeschl were curious men.
The former had peculiar
ways of expressing himself and whenever he did so, there
was a riot, followed by a long embarrassing pause.
Professor Poeschl was a methodical and thoroughly grounded
German. He had enormous feet, and hands like the paws of a
bear, but all of his experiments were skillfully performed
with clock-like precision and without a miss. It was in
the second year of my studies that we received a Gramoe
Dyname from Paris, having the horseshoe form of a
laminated field magnet, and a wire wound armature with a
commutator. It was connected up and various effects of the
currents were shown. While Professor Poeschl was making
demonstrations, running the machine was a motor, the
brushes gave trouble, sparking badly, and I observed that
it might be possible to operate a motor without these
appliances. But he declared that it could not be done and
did me the honor of delivering a lecture on the subject,
at the conclusion he remarked, Mr. Tesla may accomplish
great things, but he certainly will never do this. It
would be equivalent to converting a steadily pulling
force, like that of gravity into a rotary effort. It is a
perpetual motion scheme, an impossible idea. But instinct
is something which transcends knowledge. We have,
undoubtedly, certain finer fibers that enable us to
perceive truths when logical deduction, or any other
willful effort of the brain, is futile.
For a time I wavered,
impressed by the professors authority, but soon became
convinced I was right and undertook the task with all the
fire and boundless confidence of my youth. I started by
first picturing in my mind a direct-current machine,
running it and following the changing flow of the currents
in the armature. Then I would imagine an alternator and
investigate the progresses taking place in a similar
manner. Next I would visualize systems comprising motors
and generators and operate them in various ways.
The images I saw were to me
perfectly real and tangible. All my remaining term in
Gratz was passed in intense but fruitless efforts of this
kind, and I almost came to the conclusion that the problem
was insolvable.
In 1880 I went to Prague,
Bohemia, carrying out my fathers wish to complete my
education at the University there. It was in that city
that I made a decided advance, which consisted in
detaching the commutator from the machine and studying the
phenomena in this new aspect, but still without result. In
the year following there was a sudden change in my views
of life.
I realized that my parents
had been making too great sacrifices on my account and
resolved to relieve them of the burden. The wave of the
American telephone had just reached the European continent
and the system was to be installed in Budapest, Hungary.
It appeared an ideal opportunity, all the more as a friend
of our family was at the head of the enterprise.
It was here that I suffered
the complete breakdown of the nerves to which I have
referred. What I experienced during the period of the
illness surpasses all belief. My sight and hearing were
always extraordinary. I could clearly discern objects in
the distance when others saw no trace of them. Several
times in my boyhood I saved the houses of our neighbors
from fire by hearing the faint crackling sounds which did
not disturb their sleep, and calling for help. In 1899,
when I was past forty and carrying on my experiments in
Colorado, I could hear very distinctly thunderclaps at a
distance of 550 miles. My ear was thus over thirteen times
more sensitive, yet at that time I was, so to speak, stone
deaf in comparison with the acuteness of my hearing while
under the nervous strain.
In Budapest I could hear
the ticking of a watch with three rooms between me and the
time-piece. A fly alighting on a table in the room would
cause a dull thud in my ear. A carriage passing at a
distance of a few miles fairly shook my whole body. The
whistle of a locomotive twenty or thirty miles away made
the bench or chair on which I sat, vibrate so strongly
that the pain was unbearable. The ground under my feet
trembled continuously. I had to support my bed on rubber
cushions to get any rest at all. The roaring noises from
near and far often produced the effect of spoken words
which would have frightened me had I not been able to
resolve them into their accumulated components. The sun
rays, when periodically intercepted, would cause blows of
such force on my brain that they would stun me. I had to
summon all my will power to pass under a bridge or other
structure, as I experienced the crushing pressure on the
skull. In the dark I had the sense of a bat, and could
detect the presence of an object at a distance of twelve
feet by a peculiar creepy sensation on the forehead. My
pulse varied from a few to two hundred and sixty beats and
all the tissues of my body with twitching and tremors,
which was perhaps hardest to bear. A renowned physician
who have me daily large doses of Bromide of Potassium,
pronounced my malady unique and incurable.
It is my eternal regret
that I was not under the observation of experts in
physiology and psychology at that time. I clung
desperately to life, but never expected to recover. Can
anyone believe that so hopeless a physical wreck could
ever be transformed into a man of astonishing strength and
tenacity; able to work thirty-eight years almost without a
day’s interruption, and find himself still strong and
fresh in body and mind? Such is my case. A powerful desire
to live and to continue the work and the assistance of a
devoted friend, an athlete, accomplished the wonder. My
health returned and with it the vigor of mind.
In attacking the problem
again, I almost regretted that the struggle was soon to
end. I had so much energy to spare. When I understood the
task, it was not with a resolve such as men often make.
With me it was a sacred vow, a question of life and death.
I knew that I would perish if I failed. Now I felt that
the battle was won. Back in the deep recesses of the brain
was the solution, but I could net yet give it outward
expression.
One afternoon, which is
ever present in my recollection, I was enjoying a walk
with my friend in the City Park and reciting poetry. At
that age, I knew entire books by heart, word for word. One
of these was Goethes "Faust." The sun was just setting and
reminded me of the glorious passage, "Sie ruckt und weicht,
derTag ist uberlebt, Dort eilt sie hin und fordert neues
Leben. Oh, da§ kein Flugel mich vom Boden hebt Ihr nach
und immer nach zu streben! Ein schšner Traum indessen sie
entweicht, Ach, au des Geistes FlŸgein wird so leicht Kein
korperlicher Flugel sich gesellen!" As I uttered these
inspiring words the idea came like a flash of lightening
and in an instant the truth was revealed. I drew with a
stick on the sand, the diagram shown six years later in my
address before the American Institute of Electrical
Engineers, and my companion understood them perfectly. The
images I saw were wonderfully sharp and clear and had the
solidity of metal and stone, so much so that I told him,
"See my motor here; watch me reverse it." I cannot begin
to describe my emotions. Pygmalion seeing his statue come
to life could not have been more deeply moved. A thousand
secrets of nature which I might have stumbled upon
accidentally, I would have given for that one which I had
wrested from her against all odds and at the peril of my
existence...
Chapter 4, The Discovery
of the Tesla Coil and Transformer
(The Basic Part of Every
Radio and TV)
For a while I gave myself
up entirely to the intense enjoyment of picturing machines
and devising new forms. It was a mental state of happiness
about as complete as I have ever known in life. Ideas came
in an uninterrupted stream and the only difficulty I had
was to hold them fast. The pieces of apparatus I conceived
were to me absolutely real and tangible in every detail,
even to the minutest marks and signs of wear. I delighted
in imagining the motors constantly running, for in this
way they presented to the mind’s eye a fascinating sight.
When natural inclination
develops into a passionate desire, one advances towards
his goal in seven-league boots. In less than two months I
evolved virtually all the types of motors and
modifications of the system which are now identified with
my name, and which are used under many other names all
over the world. It was, perhaps, providential that the
necessities of existence commanded a temporary halt to
this consuming activity of the mind.
I came to Budapest prompted
by a premature report concerning the telephone enterprise
and, as irony of fate willed it, I had to accept a
position as draughtsman in the Central Telegraph Office of
the Hungarian Government at a salary which I deem it my
privilege not to disclose. Fortunately, I soon won the
interest of the Inspector-in-Chief and was thereafter
employed on calculations, designs and estimates in
connection with new installations, until the Telephone
exchange started, when I took charge of the same. The
knowledge and practical experience I gained in the course
of this work, was most valuable and the employment gave me
ample opportunities for the exercise of my inventive
faculties. I made several improvements in the Central
Station apparatus and perfected a telephone repeater or
amplifier which was never patented or publicly described
but would be creditable to me even today. In recognition
of my efficient assistance the organizer of the
undertaking, Mr. Puskas, upon disposing of his business in
Budapest, offered me a position in Paris which I gladly
accepted.
I never can forget the deep
impression that magic city produced on my mind. For
several days after my arrival, I roamed through the
streets in utter bewilderment of the new spectacle. The
attractions were many and irresistible, but, alas, the
income was spent as soon as received. When Mr. Puskas
asked me how I was getting along in the new sphere, I
described the situation accurately in the statement that
"The last twenty-nine days of the month are the toughest."
I led a rather strenuous
life in what would now be termed "Rooseveltian fashion."
Every morning, regardless of the weather, I would go from
the Boulevard St. Marcel, where I resided, to a bathing
house on the Seine; plunge into the water, loop the
circuit twenty-seven times and then walk an hour to reach
Ivry, where the Company’s factory was located. There I
would have a wood-chopper’s breakfast at half-past seven
o’clock and then eagerly await the lunch hour, in the
meanwhile cracking hard nuts for the Manager of the Works,
Mr.
Charles Bachelor, who was
an intimate friend and assistant of Edison. Here I was
thrown in contact with a few Americans who fairly fell in
love with my because of my proficiency in Billiards! To
these men I explained my invention and one of them, Mr. D.
Cunningham, foreman of the Mechanical Department, offered
to form a stock company. The proposal seemed to me comical
in the extreme. I did not have the faintest conception of
what he meant, except that it was an American way of doing
things. Nothing came of it, however, and during the next
few months I had to travel from one place to another in
France and Germany to cure the ills of the power plants.
On my return to Paris, I
submitted to one of the administrators of the Company, Mr.
Rau, a plan for improving their dynamos and was given an
opportunity. My success was complete and the delighted
directors accorded me the privilege of developing
automatic regulators which were much desired. Shortly
after, there was some trouble with the lighting plant
which had been installed at the new railroad station in
Strasbourg, Alsace. The wiring was defective and on the
occasion of the opening ceremonies, a large part of a wall
was blown out through a short-circuit, right in the
presence of old Emperor William I. The German Government
refused to take the plant and the French Company was
facing a serious loss. On account of my knowledge of the
German language and past experience, I was entrusted with
the difficult task of straightening out matters and early
in 1883, I went to Strasbourg on that mission. Some of the
incidents in that city have left an indelible record on my
memory.
By a curious coincidence, a
number of the men who subsequently achieve fame, lived
there about that time. In later life I used to say, "There
were bacteria of greatness in that old town." Others
caught the disease, but I escaped!" The practical work,
correspondence, and conferences with officials kept me
preoccupied day and night, but as soon as I was able to
manage, I undertook the construction of a simple motor in
a mechanical shop opposite the rail-road station, having
brought with me from Paris some material for that purpose.
The consummation of the experiment was, however, delayed
until the summer of that year, when I finally had the
satisfaction of seeing the rotation effected by
alternating currents of different phase, and without
sliding contacts or commutator, as I had conceived a year
before. It was an exquisite pleasure but not to compare
with the delirium of joy following the first revelation.
Among my new friends was
the former Mayor of the city, Mr. Sauzin, whom I had
already, in a measure, acquainted with this and other
inventions of mine and whose support I endeavored to
enlist. He was sincerely devoted to me and put my project
before several wealthy persons, but to my mortification,
found no response. He wanted to help me in every possible
way and the approach of the first of July, 1917, happens
to remind me of a form of "assistance" I received from
that charming man, which was not financial, but none the
less appreciated.
In 1870, when the Germans
invaded the country, Mr. Sauzin had buried a good sized
allotment of St. Estephe of 1801 and he came to the
conclusion that he knew no worthier person than myself, to
consume that precious beverage. This, I may say, is one of
the unforgettable incidents to which I have referred. My
friend urged me to return to Paris as soon as possible and
seek support there.
This I was anxious to do,
but my work and negotiations were protracted, owing to all
sorts of petty obstacles I encountered, so that at times
the situation seemed hopeless. Just to give an idea of
German thoroughness and "efficiency," I may mention here a
rather funny experience.
An incandescent lamp of 16
c.p. was to be placed in a hallway, and upon selected the
proper location, I ordered the "monteur" to run the wires.
After working for a while, he concluded that the engineer
had to be consulted and this was done.
The latter made several
objections but ultimately agreed that the lamp should be
placed two inches from the spot I had assigned, whereupon
the work proceeded.
Then the engineer became
worried and told me that Inspector Averdeck should be
notified. That important person was called, he
investigated, debated, and decided that the lamp should be
shifted back two inches, which was the placed I had
marked! It was not long, however, before Averdeck got cold
feet himself and advised me that he had informed Ober-Inspector
Hieronimus of the matter and that I should await his
decision. It was several days before the Ober-Inspector
was able to free himself of other pressing duties, but at
last he arrived and a two hour debate followed, when he
decided to move the lamp two inches further. My hopes that
this was the final act, were shattered when the Ober-Inspector
returned and said to me, "Regierungsrath Funke is
particular that I would not dare to give an order for
placing this lamp without his explicit approval."
Accordingly, arrangements
for a visit from that great man were made. We started
cleaning up and polishing early in the morning, and when
Funke came with his retinue he was ceremoniously received.
After two hours of deliberation, he suddenly exclaimed, "I
must be going!," and pointing to a place on the ceiling,
he ordered me to put the lamp there. It was the exact spot
which I had originally chosen! So it went day after day
with variations, but I was determined to achieve, at
whatever cost, and in the end my efforts were rewarded.
By the spring of 1884, all
the differences were adjusted, the plant formally
accepted, and I returned to Paris with pleasing
anticipation. One of the administrators had promised me a
liberal compensation in case I succeeded, as well as a
fair consideration of the improvements I had made to their
dynamos and I hoped to realize a substantial sum. There
were three administrators, whom I shall designate as A, B,
and C for convenience. When I called on A, he told me that
B had the say. This gentleman thought that only C could
decide, and the latter was quite sure that A alone had the
power to act. After several laps of this circulus
viciousus, it dawned upon me that my reward was a castle
in Spain.
The utter failure of my
attempts to raise capital for development was another
disappointment, and when Mr. Bachelor pressed me to go to
America with a view of redesigning the Edison machines, I
determined to try my fortunes in the Land of Golden
Promise. But the chance was nearly missed. I liquefied my
modest assets, secured accommodations and found myself at
the railroad station as the train was pulling out. At that
moment, I discovered that my money and tickets were gone.
What to do was the
question. Hercules had plenty of time to deliberate, but I
had to decide while running alongside the train with
opposite feeling surging in my brain like condenser
oscillations. Resolve, helped by dexterity, won out in the
nick of time and upon passing through the usual
experience, as trivial and unpleasant, I managed to embark
for New York with the remnants of my belongings, some
poems and articles I had written, and a package of
calculations relating to solutions of an unsolvable
integral and my flying machine. During the voyage I sat
most of the time at the stern of the ship watching for an
opportunity to save somebody from a watery grave, without
the slightest thought of danger.
Later, when I had absorbed
some of the practical American sense, I shivered at the
recollection and marveled at my former folly. The meeting
with Edison was a memorable event in my life. I was amazed
at this wonderful man who, without early advantages and
scientific training, had accomplished so much. I had
studied a dozen languages, delved in literature and art,
and had spent my best years in libraries reading all sorts
of stuff that fell into my hands, from Newton’s
"Principia" to the novels of Paul de Kock, and felt that
most of my life had been squandered. But it did not take
long before I recognized that it was the best thing I
could have done. Within a few weeks I had won Edison’s
confidence, and it came about in this way.
The S.S. Oregon, the
fastest passenger steamer at that time, had both of its
lighting machines disabled and its sailing was delayed. As
the super-structure had been built after their
installation, it was impossible to remove them from the
hold. The predicament was a serious one and Edison was
much annoyed. In the evening I took the necessary
instruments with me and went aboard the vessel where I
stayed for the night. The dynamos were in bad condition,
having several short-circuits and breaks, but with the
assistance of the crew, I succeeded in putting them in
good shape. At five o’clock in the morning, when passing
along Fifth Avenue on my way to the shop, I met Edison
with Bachelor and a few others, as they were returning
home to retire. "Here is our Parisian running around at
night," he said. When I told him that I was coming from
the Oregon and had repaired both machines, he looked at me
in silence and walked away without another word. But when
he had gone some distance I heard him remark, "Bachelor,
this is a good man." And from that time on I had full
freedom in directing the work. For nearly a year my
regular hours were from 10:30 A.M. until 5 o’clock the
next morning without a day’s exception. Edison said to me,
"I have had many hard working assistants, but you take the
cake." During this period I designed twenty-four different
types of standard machines with short cores and uniform
pattern, which replaced the old ones. The Manager had
promised me fifty thousand dollars on the completion of
this task, but it turned out to be a practical joke. This
gave me a painful shock and I resigned my position.
Immediately thereafter,
some people approached me with the proposal of forming an
arc light company under my name, to which I agreed. Here
finally, was an opportunity to develop the motor, but when
I broached the subject to my new associates they said,
"No, we want the arc lamp. We don’t care for this
alternating current of yours." In 1886 my system of arc
lighting was perfected and adopted for factory and
municipal lighting, and I was free, but with no other
possession than a beautifully engraved certificate of
stock of hypothetical value. Then followed a period of
struggle in the new medium for which I was not fitted, but
the reward came in the end, and in April, 1887, the TESLA
Electric Co. was organized, providing a laboratory and
facilities. The motors I built there were exactly as I had
imagined them. I made no attempt to improve the design,
but merely reproduced the pictures as they appeared to my
vision and the operation was always as I expected.
In the early part of 1888,
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